ugh.

this whole thing is really bumming me out. i am no longer excited to go to work, i have no one to talk to except for like 3 people, and i just miss everyone. the only good thing that has come out of this is that i actually work and make money now, but still, i would give up half of my hours to have all you guys back again. shit sucks.

oh and i'm sorry i keep blowing you off, i just realized that i'm only in this for all the wrong reasons.