life.

things i want:

• warm weather
• a raise
• more v necks, how hipster of me
• trip to california with the cq
• beer
• my brother to come home from tour soon
• good grades
• caesar to come live with me
• my mom's arm to get better
• for me to stop being sketchy
• to see lady gaga now
• purple sabina bag from work
• for you to make up your mind, please.

oh gaga.

fucking love her.

ugh.

this whole thing is really bumming me out. i am no longer excited to go to work, i have no one to talk to except for like 3 people, and i just miss everyone. the only good thing that has come out of this is that i actually work and make money now, but still, i would give up half of my hours to have all you guys back again. shit sucks.

oh and i'm sorry i keep blowing you off, i just realized that i'm only in this for all the wrong reasons.