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"We lie in bed together, on top of the covers, clothes on, flipping through television channels, ordering food from room service we will finish eating in the morning, after we wake, bleary, uncertain of the city, uncertain of the beige pink walls, the cold marble floor, how we’ve moved to hold each other in our sleep. We are not these incantations written on message boards, names attached to more meaning than stone. We are people, as difficult and as holy as everyone else."

what I've been up to

I wanna be there, or anywhere but here

Bad dreams keep haunting me.

Just had the worst dream ever. Woke up crying and with a terrible stomach ache. I hope that shit never happens in real life.

he's a magic man

So our Boston vacation weekend turned into a stay-cation. It was still nice to have off of work for a weekend, and get drunk pretty much every night. Life's been good lately.

My dad's next job will either be in San Antonio, Nashville, San Francisco, Pensacola, Fort Myers, Tucson, Myrtle Beach, or Honolulu. Are you serious?

Also, Chelsea and I are looking into doing some volunteer work down south, cleaning up the animals who have been harmed in the oil spill. I've been wanting to do something of the sort for awhile now, so it's time to get movin'!

great weekend

real drunk at Tierney's
the best co-workers
Dan V, Andy, Romero
too many pitchers of beer
forgot my car at the bar
ended up at Midland for no reason
scrapes on my legs from who knows what
rock band
gross shots
sleepovers
Dillon's party at the bowl, finally a high school graduate
pukie mcgee
McDonald's apple pie, mmm

This summer is turning out to be dangerously similar to last summer, and I don't think I like it.

Anyway..
BOSTON WHADDUP.

I never had the pleasure of meeting you, but I truly wish I had.

reunited.

BOSTON SO SOON.

I think I need a big change. A new home, a new job, a new opportunity. Everything is changing in my mind, everything I've ever imagined myself doing is gone. I don't want to do fashion anymore. I want to do something important. I wish I had realized all this before. I think I just want to travel all summer. Philly, Boston, Tennessee, Chicago, California, just anywhere. I just want to go. I've always held back. I want to take more risks. I want to get the hell out of here and do things with my life. Sick of the same old things.

yes

It sucks that someone can be fucking healthy as can be one minute and the next everything is fucked up.

tits

Last night was sweet. Burger King, warehouse, conversations with random people, seeing friends that I haven't seen in awhile, them helping me feel better about the whole mess.

Feeling a lot less shitty today and a lot more awesome.

Things I don't remember
How the hell'd we get here?

This time feels different.

"dogs chillen funny style"

It needs to warm up around here. Almost done with school!
Then off to Alaska, Tennessee?, and California for some summertime adventures.

mom and dad on the left. lookin' precious as ever

UPDATES

Alaska was beautiful
Photo class is taking up all spare time, I'm even skipping other classes just to do shit for it
I've been stressing A LOT about EVERYTHING
I gotta move out in a month and I've got nowhere to go
Spent a weekend in the Catskills for Sam's birthday with my best friends and boyfriend and way awesome people. Made steaks, burgers, drank beer, did drugs, snuggled, played lots of board games, had a great fucking time
Going back to Alaska sometime in May? Then California shortly after
Really looking forward to spring and doing outside things
This week's gonna be real hectic, but I'm psyched to get shit done, go to the beach?, and hang out with my brother all weekend

That's it for now, I think.

too busy being happy to update this thing lately

before i leave

Gaga, you never cease to amaze me.

k, escaping to Alaska for a week with my love.
PEACE OUT

smiles

I love you Cus!

wants.

Being snowed in with my boyfriend, his roommates, and Stef for the past few days has been awesome, and has given me lots of time to eat cookies and milk, watch The Office, snuggle, drink hot chocolate, and look at pretty clothes for when this snow finally stops.

we need this

Elisa will give a blowjob to anyone who finds this necklace and buys it for us.

hot like mexico, rejoice

I feel like I should own this sign.
Gotta love stumbleupon.

Stef and I ate Red Mango again today, I think it's definitely our new obsession, mmm.

!

in love with dis guy

loveeee.

My weekend was awesome! Made some friends, drank some beers, had fun.
Yesterday I worked till 6ish and then had dinner with my valentine at Cheeseburger in Paradise. The fried pickles were soo good.



oh, and karma is a bitch, isn't it?
ouch.

gimme dat

SPRING IS COMING

Springtime is on its way! And there are so many things to be excited for!

Valentine's Day with my love
my nephew's first birthday next weekend!
Alaska for spring break with Cus
Sam's birthday weekend in the Catskills with everyone

and so much more, gah.

School's been really good this semester, I'm legitimately interested in all of my classes, and I'm especially psyched on my photo class. Stef's been letting me use her camera, which is awesome, and I'm really excited to learn more about photography and take fun pictures! Also, I developed my first roll of film last night and it turned out great!

I've been trying to get into spring mode as far as my wardrobe goes, but all I can think about right now is sweaters and boots, ah. But I did find a few things I would like to get my hands on soon.







this jacket was my first purchase for spring, and I absolutely LOVE it.

The Complex "Jersey Shore" Soundboard

hahahahah

found some old photos

cookie face

cutest picture evaaa.

So I drove Cus to JFK the other night at 3 am, shortly after we consumed lots of McDonald's and watched some episodes of Spongebob. And now he is basking in the sun in California, and I am sitting here freezing because Gloria doesn't believe in heat. Come home soon babehhh :)

Going to Philly tomorrow with Chelsea to eat Thai food with my brother and Katie, and also get my Caesar tattoo!

ok bai

really love this song lately

Down here where the heat's so fine
I'll drink to your health and you'll drink to mine
As we try to make the money we scored out in Vegas hold out for a while
We drink vodka from Russia, get our chocolates from Belgium
We have our strawberries flown in from England

BUt none of the money we spend
seems to do us much good in the end
I got a cracked engine block, both of us do

Got a house, the jewels, the Italian race car
They don't make us feel better about who we are
I got termites in the framework, so do you

Down here where the watermelon grows so sweet
Where I worship the ground underneath of your feet
We are experts in the art of frivolous spending

It's gone on like this, for three years I guess
And we're drunk all the time and our lives are a mess
And the deathless love we swore to protect with our bodies is stumbling across it's bleak ending
But none of the rage in our eyes seems to finish it off where it lies
I got sugar in the fuel lines, both of us do

And the fights, and the lies that we both love to tell
Fail to send our love to its reward down in hell
I got pudding for a backbone, but so do you

La la la
Hey hey.

new year's ruled

Lots of sparkly outfits, champagne, beer, midnight kisses, dancing on tables, weed, kissing my boyfriend, ramen noodles, and finally passing out in Cus's bed. Now I am sitting in my pajamas, watching The Office, waiting for him to come home. And listening to Sam vomit in the other room. Success.