mmm

you put your arm around my shoulder

and it was good, the room got colder

and we moved closer in together

started talking about the weather

you said tomorrow would be fun

and we could watch a place in the sun

i didn't know where this was going

when you kissed me.

springtimeee.

can't wait for

nyc walking

partying

boardwalk going

bbq-ing

beer drinking

cupcake/cookie baking

shopping

dress-wearing

lady gaga-ing

drunk dancing

cute boy-liking

silverton creepin'

pretty shoe-wearing

and most importantly

creep-quadding.

i need

to own these, asap.

hahahah

definitely fucked that up.

you are

either doing this for attention

or

you are actually being sincere about something for the first time in months.

so which is it?

is it sad

that i have been living off of honey bbq chicken and chocolate milk?

perfect close tonight, fuck my life.

.

burn it down

till the embers smoke on the ground

and start new

when your heart is an empty room

with walls of the deepest blue

home space, how it ages when you're away

spring blooms, and you find a love that's true

but you don't know what now to do

'cause the chase is all you know

and you stopped running months ago.