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"We lie in bed together, on top of the covers, clothes on, flipping through television channels, ordering food from room service we will finish eating in the morning, after we wake, bleary, uncertain of the city, uncertain of the beige pink walls, the cold marble floor, how we’ve moved to hold each other in our sleep. We are not these incantations written on message boards, names attached to more meaning than stone. We are people, as difficult and as holy as everyone else."

what I've been up to

I wanna be there, or anywhere but here

Bad dreams keep haunting me.

Just had the worst dream ever. Woke up crying and with a terrible stomach ache. I hope that shit never happens in real life.

he's a magic man

So our Boston vacation weekend turned into a stay-cation. It was still nice to have off of work for a weekend, and get drunk pretty much every night. Life's been good lately.

My dad's next job will either be in San Antonio, Nashville, San Francisco, Pensacola, Fort Myers, Tucson, Myrtle Beach, or Honolulu. Are you serious?

Also, Chelsea and I are looking into doing some volunteer work down south, cleaning up the animals who have been harmed in the oil spill. I've been wanting to do something of the sort for awhile now, so it's time to get movin'!

great weekend

real drunk at Tierney's
the best co-workers
Dan V, Andy, Romero
too many pitchers of beer
forgot my car at the bar
ended up at Midland for no reason
scrapes on my legs from who knows what
rock band
gross shots
sleepovers
Dillon's party at the bowl, finally a high school graduate
pukie mcgee
McDonald's apple pie, mmm

This summer is turning out to be dangerously similar to last summer, and I don't think I like it.

Anyway..
BOSTON WHADDUP.

I never had the pleasure of meeting you, but I truly wish I had.

reunited.

BOSTON SO SOON.

I think I need a big change. A new home, a new job, a new opportunity. Everything is changing in my mind, everything I've ever imagined myself doing is gone. I don't want to do fashion anymore. I want to do something important. I wish I had realized all this before. I think I just want to travel all summer. Philly, Boston, Tennessee, Chicago, California, just anywhere. I just want to go. I've always held back. I want to take more risks. I want to get the hell out of here and do things with my life. Sick of the same old things.

yes

It sucks that someone can be fucking healthy as can be one minute and the next everything is fucked up.

tits

Last night was sweet. Burger King, warehouse, conversations with random people, seeing friends that I haven't seen in awhile, them helping me feel better about the whole mess.

Feeling a lot less shitty today and a lot more awesome.

Things I don't remember
How the hell'd we get here?

This time feels different.

"dogs chillen funny style"

It needs to warm up around here. Almost done with school!
Then off to Alaska, Tennessee?, and California for some summertime adventures.

mom and dad on the left. lookin' precious as ever

UPDATES

Alaska was beautiful
Photo class is taking up all spare time, I'm even skipping other classes just to do shit for it
I've been stressing A LOT about EVERYTHING
I gotta move out in a month and I've got nowhere to go
Spent a weekend in the Catskills for Sam's birthday with my best friends and boyfriend and way awesome people. Made steaks, burgers, drank beer, did drugs, snuggled, played lots of board games, had a great fucking time
Going back to Alaska sometime in May? Then California shortly after
Really looking forward to spring and doing outside things
This week's gonna be real hectic, but I'm psyched to get shit done, go to the beach?, and hang out with my brother all weekend

That's it for now, I think.